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[20 Oct 2005|09:51pm] i haven't updated in like a billion years! WOAH!!!!!!! haha thats because i have another LJ! haha breakin_apartx3 , but im thinking of making ANOTHER ONE! only because im not breakin apart anymore, I have probally the greatest boyfriend in the world, & we've been dating for 2 1/2 months! thats so great! I LOVE HIM!<3 Mwaa everything is great. ‘cause I need it right now..

boooored nukkas<3 [05 May 2005|09:53pm] [ mood | calm ] Usally i wouldn't  write a day after i just wrote.. lol but im bored and NoOnE is on. Anyways--<3 Today was pretty fun. school was okay.. i hate 1st hr. errr its so gay. 2nd hr is my fav class... cuz ms brussow is the best fuckin teacher ever. lol..   brian is crazy but hes sweeet. and he was going through my planner he knows my ex b/f mike lol.. cuz i had his b-day marked down. (( i only write in it when im bored )) lol annyways.. hes really cool hes hilarous. Hes a good friend.<333 Im glad that i met him. and started talkin to him. Buut neways 3rd hr was gayyy besides that i got to sit next to ash;) haha.... 4th hate it, faggots r in that class. sooo i only like one person and thats amanda, and cortney is never there.. 5th boooring...6th i like that class cuz i get to talk to Tiffy, ricky, and sometimes scott when hes in a good moood. but latley hes juss been crazy lol.. and of course Amanda. but i think the teacher does crack lol.. oh well Anyways.... Then me and ash were walkin to her car and we seen Matt and robbie and robbie was flickin us off. lmao, hes gaaaay!=P but matt is hott!=) haha and he beeped and waved to us. Well once i got home from school, i talked to my brother he lost his keys helped him find them, lol thennn around 4 ash called and we went to the mall. we actually stayed longer then usual LoL. We went into pretty much every store we liked, and omfg i want to go to hot topic again. the guy that works there is sooooo FUCKING HOTT!! he makes me horny, lmfao hes like the perfect guy i usally like by looks. Blond shaggy hair.. oooh man *dies* hehe im gunna go there everday juss to see him, lmao anyyyways... omg i wish i had fuckin money. I want to buy the cutest shorts at pac sun!<3 but im fuckin poor, i need a job. but im too dumb to get one. lol but ya ne-ways after the mall we were like im hungry sooo we went to Arbys which took awhile to decide what we wanted..... and for some reason my food tasted weird.. i didn't eat much of it. lol but ya thennn we went to drive around.. we went to 7-11 and got a slurpy yuummm... and the pay fone was ringin im like should i answer it, lmfao dammmit i was juss bout to.. but then it stoped ringing that would have been hilarous but it prolly was a killer er sumethin.. but oh well..lol.. ya then we went bak to my crib (( lmfao MY HOUSE )) sat there fuckin boooored. talked on the p.c for a few.. then went back to her house which i imanged i was on top of ashleys brother.. lmfao((she went in the house, he was fixin his car so he was layin on the ground........ shes like were u imaganing you were on top of my brother, im like haha mayyybe but i was!!)) hes sooo fucking hott. your so darn lucky ash, u get to live w/ him! haha =) i want to do your brother!<3;) lmao.. sooorrryyy hehe ANYWAYS.. then we went to the gas station (sry ash i didn't have much money soo i'll give ya some money next time k)...thennn drove for like a few mins then went bakkk to my house and sat there for awhile talking to eachother and on the computer. yaa and she juss left bout 15mins ago. Ohh and katie came over at like 9. and she left too like 10 mins ago. now im here all alone lol.  FREAKING BOOORED OUTTA MY MIND and hungry lol Im so Pissed i hate guys, they are fags=p errrrrrrrrrrrrr mutha fucker!.. *die die die* lmfao that sounds like im crazy but im really not i swear=) lol... hehe gosh they juss get on my nerves. but w/e....... My weekend plans~- Friday- im not sure, mayyybe hanging w/ ash drivin around? if not, then Tiff is spendin the night, well either way shes going to. Saturday- im not suuure.. probally hanging out with Ashley, like i allways do=) cuz shes my looover;) haha annnd we need to go tanning gosh dammmit. lol i don't know, i have to be hom at 9 cuz im a loser lol.. "a reminder to my self, One tree hill is on, cuz it wasn't on tuesday all new epiosode" have to watch it!!! no matter what! hehe.. Sunday-Its mothers day.. and am i even gunna see my mother noooope cuz shes a fucking crack head and rather hang out w/ her SYKO b/f then see her kids! on MOTHERS DAY!.. wtf? w/e.. lol (( my moms really not a crack head but she gets on my nerves and shes stupid )) well, i MIGHT be seein her for like a few. but thats fuckin messed up, she wouldn't want to spend time w/ her kids that she never sees much then the syko who she has to see every fuckin day... ewwwwwwww. but w/e...   Im going to my grandmas for a few w/ my dad cuz thats his mom i only wanna go cuz i get to drive<3 lol yayyy nukkas. Hopefully sometime during those days i get to see the two best people in the world. My sissy nd Joe<3 i haven't seen them in awhile. So i bet somewhere in there i get to see them. i loooooove them to death! Mwaaas=) Anyways, i don't know what im doing after sunday. So i probally won't update intill after then unless something really good happends=) haha. Leave me tons of comments...<3333 If only he knew... 2/share with me ♥ ‘cause I need it right now..

[04 May 2005|02:13pm] [ mood | bored ] haha, today i did not go to school. i didn't want to, and i really didn't feel good and i was reallly tired. i slept all day, i woke up at 1 haha that was niiice. Anyways, Monday,Tuesday and today I had to go to seg.2 well of course i didn't go today yet but i have to. we are takin a test i will only b there for about a half hour. dependin on how long it will take me. Hopefully only a half hour. and, Probally June 1st er sumethin i can get my licens, well i could take the road test on May 29th but.. i couldn't get my licens cuz thats a saturday. dammmit. lol i can't wait though. and i hope i pass the road test. haha my dads gunna take me drivin more. HE BETTER! LoL thennn in the summer me and my girls are gunna have sooo much fun. im gunna drive the convertible.. =) i can't wait! Yesterday-i met my brothers friend "Maniac Jeff" he was sweeeet, my brother allways told me about him. Even before my brother turned 21 he went to the bar cuz dusty works there. well they sing karokee everytime. thats why my brother told me bout him, he will sing anything.. he will sing brittany spears. LMFAO and when he came over yesterday for the first time, me n kt were in the computer room and he was like my friend jeff wants to meet you im like hiii and hes like r u ryans lil sister im like yep.. and my brother showed him MY karokee..and he was like freakin out hes like omg i can sing brittany spears.. and idk it was hilarous... he even called him self a maniac, hes like hii im jeff and im a maniac im like wow... my brother said he allways wanted to b on the real world, and he deff could do it. hes crazzzy lmao. Anyways- Ashley got a new car, its sweeeeeet. Its a gran cheroke (how ever u spell it) and its Red. hehe its sweeet. its huuge though but yeah, i hate you Ashley!!!!! your so darn lucky. you should buy me a car;) haha i feel bad kinda.. cuz now that ash has a car we could do more stuff but im allways like we should do sumethin and idk if she really wants to sumetimes lol.  im sooory ash, u could just say no. LoL Anyways- i have the 2 bestest friends in the world=) i love you guys soooo freakin much. I don't know what i'd do w/ out ya guys! Best Friends Forever, Ash and Katie (sexy butt and bootie) lmfao. well, i think im done w/ this entry i have nothing else to say. so i'll update whenever... Leave me some comments=) <33... <33Derek=) 2/share with me ♥ ‘cause I need it right now..

My weekend biotches<3;) [02 May 2005|03:43pm] [ mood | bored ] I think im done puttin this a friends only journal. None of my friends have journals really and no one ever reads this anyways. Maybe the personal stuff i will make friends only..<3 This weekend was so much fun..<3=) *Friday-well that was the only boring day. I was verrry tired so i slept for awhile. but once i got up i was suppost to hang out w/ Tiff and her b/f i wanted to hang out w/ her but not her b/f so i just never called her back lol. that would be kinda boring for me sence i don't have a b/f and plus i don't raelly know her b/f, i've seen him before but i never talked to him. lol but ya didn't do anything that day besides stay on the computer all night lol *Saturday-well wow, i didn't wake up intill like 2 lmao, then i got ready and went to the mall w/ ash which was kinda boring.. cuz she finally got her licens and we went to the mall which we allways go we wanted to do sumethin funner! well we really didn't do much funner, we drove around for awhile. i got home at like 10. *Sunday- that was the most funnest day. I hung out w/ my bestest friends..<3 Well, i didnt' do anything intill around 5, me and Ash went all away to Warren to pick up my sexy butt katie;) LoL and we were scared lol cuz it was rainin a little and ashleys wippers er w/e don't work good lol if it started pourin we'd have to stick r heads out the windows, lmfao well then we drove around for awhile and boy did we have fun, well first we were just drivin down gratiot dancing and singing lmfao, then we seen this one dudes in this car who thought they were so cool cuz they were smokin, lol well they were starin at us cuz we were dancin lmfao, and we ended up following them,, haha but then we went in front of them cuz katie wanted to make funny faces at them but then they turned.. darrn. haha so we turned on one of the side streets and katie started barkin at ppl.. that was hilarous!  she put her head out the window and started barkin, man oh man i couldn't breath i was laughin so hard. then we went by some faggots house (jamie nd jeff) and katie barked then said jamies a fag, and katie juss barked at jeffs house and his dog was outside (( aww i love his doggy even tho it drolls on me )) lmfao, anyways ya that was fun,, thenn we went to my xb/fs house Mike.. and we chilled there for a few and his little brother was walkin around naked wow.. lol then his other little brother who i've known sence he was 5 now hes 8 and hes FATT! lmao.. wow ya didn't stay there long.. then we started goin and we realized only one of ash's lights worked and we r like dammit cuz it was really dark out soo.. ya lol but we were like w/e.. went down gratiot and im like er i have to pee so we stoped at mcdondles and i went in by my self cuz they were lookin at her lights and this one dude was starin at me scared this shyt out of me.. then when i was gettin out of the bathroom katie was standin there i didn't even hear ne one walk in, and i opend the door and i jumped so far back i almost went in the toliet, lmfao that was hilarous! i could only imagine what my face looked like, she scared the shyt out of me! err lol.. but ya that was funny and then katie peed her pants but i doubt she wants me to write that in here but sorry it was funny thennn we went to 7 eleven and then damn it was time for me to go home!! but yesterday was alot more funner then it sounds. I can't wait intill Friday me and my girls are going out  again. annnd we are gunna have so much fun cuz me nd kt r crazzzzy lmafo. I can't wait intill i get my freakin licens! err Anyways- Today-Wed. i got seg. 2-- errr-- and hopefully at the end of May i'll have my licens! <3   Welllll.. thats it for now. i'll update later.. leave me tons of luvin in the comments<3   i want you..<3 =) 3/share with me ♥ ‘cause I need it right now..

[29 Apr 2005|09:57pm] My Last Entry that everyone can see wasn't suppost to really see that isn't on my friends list. i forgot to put friends only. So from now on im going to make sure its friends only. So if your on my friends list. Make sure ur logged in so you can read my new entrys<3 and if your not on my friends list, comment to be added<333 Don't forget to log in though to read. So if all you can see is this entry. and a few others the ones i forgot to put friends only then i guess your not logged in. I just made a huuge long update. like a few mins ago.So don't forget to read it. If your added.  okay. well again, if your not on my friends list and want to be. Comment me to be added<3 Thank you. =) 1/share with me ♥ ‘cause I need it right now..

[27 Apr 2005|05:40pm] Damit, i forgot to put the last entry friends only, lmfao oh well at least it don't talk about any one. haha ‘cause I need it right now..

I wanted you to know, i love the way you laugh<3 [27 Apr 2005|05:29pm] [ mood | dorky ] Wow for the first time i can't even think of something to talk about. Its like im talking to my two best friends cuz thats all whos added to my friends list so far lol. But, im boured out of my mind and thought what the heck, why don't i update speacially when i at least know Ashley can read it now cuz shes added<3 hehe. Katies over, shes spending the night=) I was going to go to the movies with my mother but shes still really sick so, im going tommarrow. and my dads going to be gone all night tommarrow from 8 at night intill the next day<3 haha. i feel really bad for my dad, i love him more then anything and his g/f broke up w/ him, its really sad. And he said nothing would be worse then what my mother did to him. (so true). ..<3..Anyways..<3.. I seriously can't think of anything to talk bout, which is really weird for me. Well, i really like this guy alot, and i can't seem to get him off my mind and its driving me crazy that nothing will ever be a sumething between us, he don't even know that i like him so nothing will ever happen cuz im fer sure ain't gunna tell him. lol <3333 hes the sweeetest guy ever. i just wish one day that me and him maybe could be sumething together. but guess not...=/ I can't wait intill Maybe 31st, i might be getting of my braces. i better! if i don't that will effin suck! Okay so i can't think of shit to say right now.. ahh thats soo weird lol usally my updates r pretty long speacially when i haven't written in awhile. soo i guess i'll end it here, nd update when i can think of more stuff to write about. :+: Leave me some sweet comments please:+: ‘cause I need it right now..

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